I really dun know how i'm feeling rite nw. I love her bt i have a gf. She says that she loves me bt i feel damn neglected. Maybe i'm asking for too much. I really dun know wat to do. Can sumbody, anybody help me out. God damn it. I can't take it anymore. I really love her a lot bt damn it man. She has too many guy frens. Sum of them whom had feelings for her and some she had for. If i could change anything abt myelf, i would stop being jealous. Bt then it's just me. I feel that it's a bit unfair for her cos i'm attached and i'm still jealous over her. Maybe she should just leave me.

If only the people around me really understood me. How i'm feeling and all. Honestly, i dun think anyone does. I really feel that her feelings for me have faded. I feel as if í dun mean a thing to her. She keeps telling me that her feelings for me are still the same. I feel as if i'm going crazy. i can't think straight. Maybe it's the influence of the ub. Bt really i dun do it for fun. I juz feel like shit now.I just feel like running away from all this. i feel like breaking down. I really dun know wat to feel....


It's better to be hated for what you are then to be loved for wat u aren't...