I've been reading through her blog.

Maybe we're just not and meant to be. Anyways, she keeps going out with hamad, talking to him, msging him. Nowadays, it just seems so difficult for her to msg me, meet me. I really don't know. It seems to me that i dun matter to her anymore. Juz hope that she's happy with him. Maybe i should make it easier for her. I really hope that she would give him a chance. Although she keep telling me that she doesn't like him, i really doubt it. I really think that her feelings for him are strong. Maybe she just doesn't want to hurt me. Hmm...